Salam everyone!
Dah nak masuk 6 bulan lebih dah study kat Malaysia. It is fun! Sebab dekat dengan family. Haha stress jek, boleh balik ke pangkuan keluarga. ^^
Well, studying in Malaysia shows me the real value of a doctor. Because you could see and feel the reality by yourself. Bukanlah nak kata study kat Egypt dulu tak best, teruk... Heh, Egypt tu tempat aku jatuh, mestilah lagi dikenang dan disayang. Cuma dekat Egypt dulu, tiada career exposure. How your life would be when you work. Bila masuk ward, tiada karpet merah, tiada sambutan beria diberikan. When you enter the ward, you are expected to be ready and know the cases well. You need to be able to discuss about the pathophysio, the biochemistry, the complication, the investigation. Not mentioning them, but to discuss them.
I'm writing not to compare, but to share.
Life setting and study life kat sini tak sentiasanya bahagia. Most of the time, it is stressful.
Scolded by lecturers because you could not remember 10 causes of arrythmia (kena lepuk dan cubit pun ada) yelled by staff nurse because you mess with the bed ticket, ignored by patient when you want to start clerking, then scolded again by patient because repeated blood taking, got depressed by low long cases marks and a lot of readings needed to be done. Baca pasal nephrotic syndrome dekat Nelson, dekat Sunflower, dekat Paeds protocol, tak jamin you boleh jawab sume soalan lecturer. Tiap-tiap kali case presentation and discussion, mesti rasa down and stupid sebab sume macam tak tahu. Procedures and log book pun mentensionkan kadang-kadang. You have your requirements. [Ini skeadar kehidupan medical students, belum lagi HO or MO]
Alah, student lagi, dah nak stress.
It doesn't occur to me, until I transferred here. This question keeps come to my mind "Kenapalah aku amik medic?????"
Nak tolong orang? Kerja lain pun boleh tolong orang. This is not the only noble way earning money. Kerja cikgu, kerja engineer, kerja pilot, kerja architect pun tolong orang and involve people's lives and futures jugak.
Aku suka gila quote dari watak Dr Azmi dalam short movie 'Budak Baru'.
Tapi benda best pasal this line is you could learn a lot pasal life. Macamana anak nak berjasa kat mak bapak yang tengah sakit kat ward, nak suap makan, nak tukar pampers, nak change position tak nak bagi bed sore. Ada patient yang takde relatives, lagi-lagi haru kalau nak nazak, takde orang nak bisik syahadah baca yassin. Budak-budak 2-3 tahun sakit kronik, yang nak perhatian dan physical touch. Aku dah nak sebak nangis-nangis bila budak tu peluk aku suddenly. Ada mak yang keguguran anak, ada anak yang hilang mak, case anak luar nikah lagi... Banyak cerita.
Seorang patient, akan ajar kau banyak pasal life. Kita akan tengok banyak benda, kekadang sampai boleh desensitize dan dah tak kisah.
Jadi kena selalu bukak hati, bukak mata.
dan,
jangan harapkan sanjungan manusia. Baru bersih.
Aku dah banyak merepek. Seminar Kawasaki Disease tak siap lagi....
Dah nak masuk 6 bulan lebih dah study kat Malaysia. It is fun! Sebab dekat dengan family. Haha stress jek, boleh balik ke pangkuan keluarga. ^^
Well, studying in Malaysia shows me the real value of a doctor. Because you could see and feel the reality by yourself. Bukanlah nak kata study kat Egypt dulu tak best, teruk... Heh, Egypt tu tempat aku jatuh, mestilah lagi dikenang dan disayang. Cuma dekat Egypt dulu, tiada career exposure. How your life would be when you work. Bila masuk ward, tiada karpet merah, tiada sambutan beria diberikan. When you enter the ward, you are expected to be ready and know the cases well. You need to be able to discuss about the pathophysio, the biochemistry, the complication, the investigation. Not mentioning them, but to discuss them.
I'm writing not to compare, but to share.
Life setting and study life kat sini tak sentiasanya bahagia. Most of the time, it is stressful.
Scolded by lecturers because you could not remember 10 causes of arrythmia (kena lepuk dan cubit pun ada) yelled by staff nurse because you mess with the bed ticket, ignored by patient when you want to start clerking, then scolded again by patient because repeated blood taking, got depressed by low long cases marks and a lot of readings needed to be done. Baca pasal nephrotic syndrome dekat Nelson, dekat Sunflower, dekat Paeds protocol, tak jamin you boleh jawab sume soalan lecturer. Tiap-tiap kali case presentation and discussion, mesti rasa down and stupid sebab sume macam tak tahu. Procedures and log book pun mentensionkan kadang-kadang. You have your requirements. [Ini skeadar kehidupan medical students, belum lagi HO or MO]
Alah, student lagi, dah nak stress.
It doesn't occur to me, until I transferred here. This question keeps come to my mind "Kenapalah aku amik medic?????"
Nak tolong orang? Kerja lain pun boleh tolong orang. This is not the only noble way earning money. Kerja cikgu, kerja engineer, kerja pilot, kerja architect pun tolong orang and involve people's lives and futures jugak.
Aku suka gila quote dari watak Dr Azmi dalam short movie 'Budak Baru'.
Kau bongkak. Sebenarnya semua kerja sama ja. Ada boss, kau pekerja, patient tu client. Lepas tu dapat gaji. Apa yang lainnya jadi doctor ni. Kerja lain pun ada boss, pekerja and client... (Lebih kurang la ayat dia ni)
Tapi benda best pasal this line is you could learn a lot pasal life. Macamana anak nak berjasa kat mak bapak yang tengah sakit kat ward, nak suap makan, nak tukar pampers, nak change position tak nak bagi bed sore. Ada patient yang takde relatives, lagi-lagi haru kalau nak nazak, takde orang nak bisik syahadah baca yassin. Budak-budak 2-3 tahun sakit kronik, yang nak perhatian dan physical touch. Aku dah nak sebak nangis-nangis bila budak tu peluk aku suddenly. Ada mak yang keguguran anak, ada anak yang hilang mak, case anak luar nikah lagi... Banyak cerita.
Seorang patient, akan ajar kau banyak pasal life. Kita akan tengok banyak benda, kekadang sampai boleh desensitize dan dah tak kisah.
Jadi kena selalu bukak hati, bukak mata.
dan,
jangan harapkan sanjungan manusia. Baru bersih.
Aku dah banyak merepek. Seminar Kawasaki Disease tak siap lagi....
