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Showing posts with label Experience. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Experience. Show all posts

Monday, December 30, 2013

Berbeza Realiti

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Well, it's been quite long since my last post. Sesungguhnya there were so many things occurred since my last presence in this blog.

One of the biggest changes is that, I am no longer studying in Egypt. Due to some circumstances, I choose to continue medicine in Malaysia. It was not an easy decision. Stress tau dak nak buat pilihan! Masa nak isi borang stress, masa dah dapat keputusan masuk mana pun stress, bila dah masuk universiti baru pun stress, bila dah start blajar pun stress.

But one of the main reason I chose to stay in Malaysia is because of my istikharah. Istikharah is really powerful you know... Allah bagi ketenangan walaupun kita tahu benda ni bukan benda senang. Ingat jadi transfer credit student ni senang ke? Nak adapt dengan new friends, new lecturers, new surrounding, new systems.. Awal-awal ada yang dah psiko suruh balik Egypt smula. Trust me, it's not easy. Seriously not!!

However, Allah je ada kuasa bagi ketenangan dan kekuatan kat diri ni. That's why I always remind myself, to be happy and contented with istikharah. Berbahagia dengan istikharah. Beriman dengan ayat Allah bahawa setiap kesusahan ada kesenangan.

So, it's been like a month and half I'm here. Kehidupan sebagai student medic di Mesir dan Malaysia memang berbeza.

Here in Malaysia, basically no more spoon feeding. Not everything will be thought, mentioned by the lecturer. Lecturer will only give you sparks, but the one who should lit up the candle is you.

So to my friends who are studying in Egypt, don't worry. Rasanya lah based on my observation and theory, you guys tak payah risau sangatlah dengan clinical skills macam taking bp, buat venupuncture, buat physical examination. Clinical skills macam tu memang boleh acquire. I tried venupuncture few times, tapi failed. So takpelah, praktis lagi. Nanti kalau ada free time rajin2 la pergi attachment kalau you guys nak acquire clinical skills. Banyak lagi procedure kena tahu and buat. Bila dah jadi HO memang kerja amik darah je tiap2 hari...

You guys just kena RAJIN practice and have CONFIDENCE. Make sure tahu theory dia and then try to practice it. But there are few things yang make me concern la. These are few things that I want to point out:

1. Take proper history
Rasanya semua makruf je kan. History is the basic of diagnosis. Based on history, memang banyak la clue to make a diagnosis. Kalau boleh for every chief complaint, try to explain it more using SOCRATES method. I know kat Egypt, ada language barrier kan? But please try to clerk them jugak.

Takpelah kalau tak faham satu habuk mak cik pak cik tu cakap apa, but you have to train your brain to ask proper and related question regarding chief complaint. For example if patient complained having dyspnea, so what other related symptoms that you should ask to help you reach diagnosis or to exclude unrelated system? Train your brain to work, not memorizing the questions.

Kalau history cantik, diagnosis pun cantik.

2. Try to present cases
Lepas dah clerk (taking history) from patient, haa rajin-rajin la present cases. Ingat present cases ni saje-saje suka?
Bila patient first masuk hospital, orang pertama yang kena clerk and do all physical examination adalah HO. Lepas tu HO present case kat MO then to specialist. During ward round with specialist, specialist biasanya mana ada masa nak review case lama-lama. So kita kena pandai guide MO and specialist towards our diagnosis. Kalau tak kena cara present haa kena lah "why don't you mention this to me at the first place!" or sometimes they will say, "I don't have much time, just tell me what is important." Haa jangan gagap ye. Kesian patient nanti tak dapat proper review from specialist.

3. Try to synchronize your theory with your clinical findings.
Kalau boleh jangan lah hafal buku. Try to understand then apply it.

4. Rajin pergi ward round.
Hmm since aku pun tak penah pergi ward round kat Egypt, so I'm not sure macam mana procedurenya... But, kalau boleh pergi la ward round. Haa kalau pergi ward round tu, jangan la just tengok patient je. "Oooh patient CKD macam ni, patient CCF macam ni." Try la buat PE. Kalau tak dapat consent buat PE, haa learn to observe. Observe patient ni under nasal prong or neb, given TPN ke, given Normal Saline ke, Keep NBM ke. Lepas observe tu, jangan balik rumah minum susu pastu tidor. Try lah cari dia punya indication, contraindication. Bak kata one of my lecturer, "Everything in the wards is for you to learn."Tengok la sekali lab result, cxr, kub xray anything that available...

Same case with tengok procedure or surgery. That is not the time for you to take picture then post it at FB or instagram. Tahu, excited kan? But before you join any procedure, check la dulu latar belakang patient, his presenting illness, indication of procedure, complication bla bla bla.. At least you gain something.

5. Respect your lecturer!
Tahu kekadang ngantuk lah, boring la dalam kelas. Tapi bertahanlah... Appreciate their knowledge :) Not everything you can learn from the book.

6. Belajar manage patient
For every diagnosis, tahu the general management, investigation yang kena buat. FBC, RP, LFT, ESR.. Pastu belajar interpret result. Urea high, creatinine high but it was not proportionate.. So what is possible causes?

That's all I wanted to share. Aku pun tak pandai lagi. Banyak lagi nak belajar. Jadi sama-sama doakan...

Alright. I'm sleepy. Good night people.

For those who miss me (ada ke haha!), I'm surviving, contented and enjoying my new life :)


Kasr Al Ainy and UIA



Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Masuk Dapur

Aku sebenarnya anti juga duduk dapur lama-lama. Fokus pada 'lama-lama'. Bukannya tak suka masuk dapur langsung...
Kalau raya nak dekat, sebelum masuk dapur, kena letak mind set "Aku Boleh!" Lagi-lagi kalau buat kek lapis or buat kuih raya. Patah pinggang. Itu belum masuk lagi periuk belanga, pinggan, cawan yang perlu dibasuh.

Baru-baru ni PERUBATAN buat bazar. Ada nasi kerabu, nasi ayam, sup perut, nasi paprik..
Tapi yang aku ni entah apa pasal semangat nak join berniaga. Last minute decide... Malam tender nak tutup, baru cakap nak join. Buat kuih je pun.. Bukannya buat nasi lemak, nasi dagang, rendang pun..

Tak minat sangat nak buat kuih moden or pastry macam cheese cake, carrot cake, or red velvet. Tapi kalau makan tu suka lah...

So I decided nak buat kuih cara. Memang tradisional sungguh lah. Melampau duduk depan dapur dari pukul 6 pagi sampai 1 petang...  Buat kuih ni, bukannya boleh lari dari dapur. Silap haribulan, hangus! 

Entah roh rajin mana datang meresap. Sanggup pulak tu. Hasilnya, dapatlah 160 biji kuih cara berlauk and 50 cara manis. Sedap tak sedap, pejam mata. Yang penting selesai... Penat woo...
Cik Sabiha lagila. Rojak, cendol, kuih bakar lagi.. Memang superwoman sungguh!

I thought yang 160 tu nak divide dua je. Half ikhwah, half akhawat.. Hmm tapi hampeh. Akhawat ni banyak makan jugak ye.. Tak sampai pukul 3 dah habis.. Terkocoh-kocoh balik, sambung duduk depan dapur dengan Sabiha top up balik jualan. Total up lebih 300 biji. Yeay! New record definitely for me!

Walaupun penat, tapi enjoy lah. Ibu gelak je bila cerita kat dia. Haha! Maklumlah, kat rumah tak penah-penah buat, tapi sekarang siap berniaga lagi. Merasa sunnah Nabi, Ibu...  :)


Jangan tanya resepi. Serius, aku main campak je...

"9/10 Rezeki datang dari Perniagaan."
Kagum dengan orang yang berniaga. Kena jadi extra rajin, sabar, berstrategi, optimist, kuat... Adilah ni, first time try dah lembik, camne... Haha!

p/s: Patik mohon ampun kalau tak sedap, terover manis ke, hangus ke. Itu kali pertama patik buat. Jadi tak reti bajet... Terima kasih kerana membeli!

p/sssss:  Semoga Islam kan menang di Malaysia. Kita wariskan generasi akan datang dengan bi'ah solehah, keadilan, budi pekerti dan all positive things. So, make a change! Ini Kalilah! 

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Hari Pengsan Sedunia

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Bissihah wa rehah everyone!

I guess itulah the first and the last. Sebab itulah ada peribahasa 'Ukur baju di badan sendiri'

Keinginan untuk memberi sudah lama ada, cuma masih ragu-ragu tentang kebolehan diri dan kemampuan diri untuk bertahan. Nampaknya pengalaman kali ini, membuktikan bahawa saya bukanlah orang untuk memberi, tapi mungkin menerima!

I passed the blood pressure examination and for the weight I heard 35 kg. I was about 50 kg, so kira pass lah.. There was no other relevant test as they usually had to qualify you to donate your blood. So simple!
Mungkin mereka really2 shortage of blood, so they had to loosen the qualifications a bit.

*TAPI SEBENARNYA WEIGHT REQUIREMENT IS 55 KG! DOCTOR SALAH SEBUT!*

Kami pergi bertiga. Kadang-kadang memang ada blood donation center dekat Uni. So, this time entah mana datang excitation, bravery, courage, and idea untuk pergi menderma.

It was fine actually. Nothing serious happened to me along the process. Cuma tourniquet tu ketat dan sakit sikit. Eventhough the needle was bigger than usual, the pain was the same like the small one. No, actually tak sakit pun! Nurse tu sangat cekap mencari vein.. Inspired to be good and skilled as well. :)

The bag almost full. Ok, nurse pun started withdrawn the needle.. Haa, this time, I got dizzy. Kepala rasa ringan je, and blurry vision.

"Doctor, I think I'm gonna faint...."
"No! No! You're good! You're not going to faint!"
"No doctor.. Seriously, I'm gonna faaaint...."

Yeah! Here goes me! Fainted after donated the blood. Tak cool langsung!

But, vasovagal reaction is really not cool and fun at all. It was like impending death. Memang rasa nak mati time tu... I never imagine donating blood can be so severe macam ni.

Loss of conscious as if you're out of this world. Bila dah sedar, mind betul2 disoriented. The first thing I saw was my hand. Tapi, tak boleh nak process that was a hand!! Menakutkan!!
After a while, baru oriented. And muka doctor cuak kot..

Then feel nausea, dizzy, numbness but after a while back as usual, tapi of course lah weaker.
Balik rumah terus tidur.. Haih, memag diri ini tak bersedia memberi lagi. This morning still rasa headache and dizzy.

Even experience kali ini tak cool langsung, tapi I've done my part. Alhamdulillah, still alive today :)
 *The impending death part is not a play guys!*

So sesiapa yang kat luar sana yang sihat walafiat, BMI yang bagus, heamglobin count ok, takde anemia, takde masalah jantung, hati  pergilah menderma darah.. Qualification dah ada, tapi tak nak guna membazir lah.
Sesapa yang rasa terlebih darah, bolehlah memberi. Bukan semua orang dapat memberi, the chosen one je yang dapat. Untunglah kalian dapat memberi.. Ada jer yang nak memberi, tapi kena reject! Sedih tahu kena reject!! Facing rejection is not easy... 


Managed to fill this bag with my blood. Semoga apa yang diberi, bermakna untuk yang menerima.

Don't worry, your bone marrow still able to produce RBC if you loose some.. :)

It maybe my first and the last, but who knows, if I gain more weight and eat well, I might be able to give again..

So eat well Adilah, n don't faint again! Tak macho dan cool langsung...
Mari penuhkan blood bank di hospital!! Semoga amal kalian dipandang Allah...

p/s: Out ouf 3 yang menderma, 2 blacked out.. Who said donating blood is easy? But feel great accomplished one!